When your heart has been betrayed you’re never quite the same. It's so hard to pick the pieces up and move on.
Why is it that I'm expected to just get back up and brush myself off like life is a huge game? This isn't Monopoly, Life, or Clue.. My hearts been broken - thrown to the curb where its its been trampled, stomped, beated, spit upon, and abused. How can I feel anything but betrayal, sadness, madness and all those negative things? It's so fresh and so new to me.. Never would I have thought that the man I married could do this to me.
Wow, what a fool I am. No one ever stays; that's nothing new. Family, friends, love, whoever-WHATever.. I'm always left behind for better. I'm just so angry, so filled with doubt. All hopes been lost and I'm not even sure where to go from here..
Where's my road map to get through life? I could really use it right now. I'd accept whatever to help ease this pain.
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